Don't just stand there, say nice things to me...

Keep it shut.
Shut the fuck up!
Why the hell do you even try to say anything?
What good does it make?
Is there any use for speaking?
Is there any use for fighting anymore?
How come the silence didn't intrude through me yet?
How come my heart didn't close just yet?

Eu esqueço de mim. Esqueço de mim e sou egoísta. Egoísta, prepotente, grossa. Eu relevo meus sentimentos. Eu relevo o que sinto e continuo egoísta. Eu tento puxar conversa, eu tento me incluir no assunto. Mas de que adianta tentar se a maioria não quer? E que adianta estar no meio de uma multidão sozinha. De que adianta qualquer outra coisa que estou pensando e que prefiro não divulgar. Não está resolvido! Não está. Não está equilibrado.

Do something. Act, whatever. Do something. Don't just stand there. Say nice things to me. Cause I've been cheated, I've been wronged. I've been hurt. You don't know me. I can't change. I won't do anything at all.

E agora eu agacho e abraço minhas pernas. Se tivesse um cabelo longo, ele estaria apontado para o chão. Fico assim por alguns instantes, para sentir o sangue passar pelo meu cérebro. Para sentir como é estar à beira de um abismo - só que sem querer morrer. Para sentir. Sentir o máximo. Para chorar no escuro estando no meio de um gramado ensolarado, sem árvores, sem nuvens. Com o sol não queimando minhas costas. Com um campo de força à minha volta me protegendo.

Don't just stand there, say nice things to me.
This ain't over, no not here. Not while I still need you around.

"I ask you to hold me, but you don't wanna hold me,
It doesn't work that way
I want you to love me, but you don't wanna love me,
I'm losing patience now..."

"...You like me to stroke you
Careful I don't choke you, did you read my mind
You say don't be blue
Is that the best you can do
I've lost my patience now."

The Cardigans - My Favorite Game

I don't know what you're looking for
You haven't found it baby, that's for sure
You rip me up and spread me all around
In the dust of the deed of time

And this is not a case of lust, you see
It's not a matter of you versus of me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
But in the end it's always me alone

And I'm losing my favourite game
You're losing your mind again
I'm losing my baby
Losing my favourite game

I only know what I've been working for
Another you so I could love you more
I really thought that I could take you there
But my experiment is not getting us anywhere

I had a vision I could turn you right
A stupid mission and a lethal fight
I should have seen it when my hope was new
My heart is black and my body is blue

And I'm losing my favourite game
You're losing your mind again
I'm losing my favourite game
I've tried but you're still the same
I'm losing my baby
You're losing a saviour and a saint